new monster

sick and feeble and
slinking
away from all i had known

i looked back at time and
wondered

i wondered where
the beginning had
gone

and

i wondered why
everything always
was new-
begun.

my bones felt
like matchsticks
under a blazing sun.
i curled myself upon
rock

as if
i could truly
shade
the ground.

the only
left
thing
was the bone
and the blood--

the rest i
shed
like a breath

the rest i
shed
like a breath

the rest i
shed
like a breath