new monster

thick white metal
in which i coat myself
thickly: zinc a nail deep.

as if
sheltering
within poison--

my lips a snakebit red,
their juices surging
just under skin,

for you, my spice,
dried in hot memory:
equatorial baking

of your face, your voice--
i slam husks of you against a stone floor,
hoping for shock, to force a chill,

but all that breaks is
my voice--
and it speaks your name,

lips wet
with juice.
veronica. veronica. veronica. veronica. veronica.